it is true that ZAR, JORU, ZAMEEN JHAGDE KI JAD TEEN. ( there are three things those create disputes. money land and females , or lust) it is not new. if your in power so u will enjoy and it is your right may?. if you confessed so it is the best example. now 6 months time for  introspection. i want to know mr tejpal you were intoxicated and prefer to eat non veges. if these are  in YES, so they are the factors for committing such act. if you committed and apologized so some mental burden minimized. so think over the matter and no be treated your self guilty. it is a one minute act and becomes guilty for long nothing to worry and adopt vegetarianism life style.